Under His Wings.

10th Anniversary

2011-12-01T23:45:00.002+08:00

10 years ago, today, my beloved dog ko ko past away. He lived to an ripe old age of 16 years. It was difficult to go with him to the vet but we knew he would not stand the chance against the pain and cruelty of cancer.
We took him down to have his one last walk in the familiar neighbourhood. Then sat in the car of Bee Leng's uncle car, the man he was familiar with.
Reaching the vet, I was given a choice, to stay with him till his last breath or let the assistant bring him in. I decided to stay with him, remembering the advice of a good friend. The act was swift, the poison was deadly, silently deadly. He rest on my arm. I could not hold back my tear. The vet was kind enough to place a box of tissue for me to do my last rite for him - to cry, to express how much I miss him, and I would miss him. I took off his collar, something we could remember.
The many memories stayed while I left his body behind.
10 years ago, and the moment still etched there, not removed by times or covered by other memories.

Meaningful

2011-08-23T01:17:00.004+08:00

I was asked, for one word to describe my journey so far as a Principal. One word came to my mind - meaningful. I could hold the hands of teachers, students and parents when they needed help and support (metaphorically).
But I must also say, the going really get tough. I really need God's grace to journey on. The verse that blessed me today is found in Nehemiah 8:10 "... the joy of the Lord is your strength." Praise God... for sustaining my tired soul.

Words of Encoruagement

2011-03-21T23:20:00.003+08:00

Today, I prayed and encouraged the volleyball boys before their National games. I told them the verse "Yet those who wait for teh lord will gain new strength; They will mount up with wings like eagles. They will run and not get tired, They will walk and not become weary." (Isaiah 40:31). I told them that as wait upon the Lord, He will gives us strength and that they will literally soaring when I took picture of them in the earlier games. They will caught 'floating' in the air when they striked and defenced. I told them the image God has given since I join St Hilda's Sec has been that of a soaring eagle.

At the indoor sports hall, I saw the verse on the wall. God's way and word is indeed powerful.

Praise God!

First day of Taking over - 15 Dec

2011-01-16T01:37:00.002+08:00

Been a long while since I blogged. Have been planning to write my first day being Principal. It was a smooth going day, until when I came out of the washroom, some boys told me a volleyball player was injured and that ambulance was on the way.

I went up, toghether with the medic , to the Sport hall, and saw this boy lying there, with the feet bent at a very unnatural angle. Thankfully, the medic were attending to him. I must confess I wasn't sure what to do except utter a prayer for him. He is very brave. Not a single drop of tear in his eyes. At least from my naked eyes.

When the medic wanted to put the splint on this leg so that they could move him, they left him breath in the sleeping gas / pain killer. I requested for something to let his head rest on and start wiping his seat with a towel near him. Also stroking his hair to comfort him.

A senior medic asked me, "Your son huh?".

I replied, "No, but they are all my children." God reminded me, through this question by the medic, that indeed, He has called to see all my students as my children. If I keep to this thought, I know my future decision will be right.

Dear Lord, thank you for helping me to remember your calling for me as a Principal, to do my best for my students, as they are my children. Help me to be worthy of your calling. Amen.

1.5 months in St Hilda's Sec

2010-12-04T16:12:00.002+08:00

It has been 1.5 months since I joined St. Hilda's Sec. God has been good in guiding me. There is much to learn and the learning has been steep.
First is to learn about the people I work with, their strengths and areas to grow. Their motivations and needs. What excite them? What make them drag their feet?
THen the strategic planning tool - Balanced Score Card. Useful but take a while to learn it. Detailed and comprehensive.
There are also the stakeholders like parents and the Church.
Not forgetting the school compound! I got 'lost' by turning the wrong turn.
Do I love the people and the culture? YES! I am enjoing it more each day. I think there are many good and praise-worthy things. But there are also areas I can contribute to make it even better. Thank God that I can contribute.
I pray that I will continue to be used by Him to bless lives, many lives and even beyond.
I watched City Slicker. And the cowboy, Curly said something very useful, "The secret to life is, ONE thing.'
For me, is to love God, and others.

Closing Ceremony and Handing Over Ceremony

2010-10-29T00:31:00.002+08:00

Today, we had closing ceremony and handing over ceremony. Shared a little about my thought on what is ahead - to treasure the days ahead and make good use of it. Based on Moses' Psalms 90.
I apreciate that in a mission school, that taking over leadership is not just me but God commissioning the stewardship. It is humbling. I chose the hymn 'Great is thye Faithfulness' to remind myself and the school that God is faithful. Where we are today is because of His Grace and what we will be, is also due to His faithfulness. Interesting, Kim Soon and I both had this hymn for our wedding!

My prayer: Lord, I am at your will, to serve to glorify You, to serve your people and your purpose. Amen

Good bye Bedok North. Hello St Hilda

2010-10-10T23:54:00.002+08:00

It seems so fast. This is probably my shortest posting, 22/09/09 to 10/10/10 is my stint in Bedok North Sec. Too short really to build lasting relationship and friendship. I am thankful still to God to know wonderful people in BNSS. The teachers are committed, hardworking and dedicated. They meant well for the kids. The kids there really need lots of love and guidance.

I have learnt the importance of prayer in one incident of trying to resolve a matter.

I wish I could do more there. I hope I had contribute to some positive climate to the school, perhaps some refreshing moments for them.

I think it is really God's timing, that I have a chance to be part of St Hilda. Last year, after LEP, I could be posted to head some school, and then I would not stand a chance to join St Hilda. God has always been leading and sometime it is not easy to know what is His plan. But the assurance of Him leading gives peace and joy, and freedom - to do His will whereever I am.

Lord, please help me to be a faithful servant, whereever You place me. Amen.

Many things

2010-04-06T10:40:00.002+08:00

Well, I am into my 6th months in Bedok North Sec and third month in my new place. Isn't it fast?!
My have also taken up the role of a team leader to mentor cell group leaders of a PCM group. I sure look forward to it.
Things seem good, even with more work now.
I contributed 7 devotions for the Lent devotion by my Church. See link http://www.faithmc.org.sg/images/stories/pdfs/LentDevotional.pdf
And one article for church magazine - Faithlink. See link http://www.faithmc.org/faithlink/download/Faithlink%20April10.pdf

Busy packing

2009-12-21T16:27:00.003+08:00

So long have I not blogged!
Have been busy, adjusting to new school environment, renovating the house and packing to be ready for the move to Dover.
Renovation is both fun and busy. Had to try looking for material, sourced my own marble to get a better deal, got someone to do sand and varnish my parquet, also to cut cost.
Then went to the factory to get bigger pieces of laminate to be sure that I am choosing the right laminate. All these took time. Then hunt for some small things like black bakelite switches, the black cap, the wood block for the black switches. All these took time.
I am now so tired packing and cleaning up the new place. And coughing my lung out. Of course including checking on the workmanship.

God is and will continue to be my strength and shepherd. Amen.

Being posted to Bedok North

2009-09-25T09:37:00.001+08:00

I asked God why do I have to travel so far. Then I was reminded that He sent me to love the people there. I smile.
The past four days of traveling, with the exception of first day, have been pleasant. Thank God that I discovered that I can take 190 and then chane to 5. This cut traveling by half an hour and I get to sit and read. In fact I am finishing one book soon!
Principal and VP are nice people. So are the HODs and teachers. I am beginning to like BNSS. Of course, I miss WSSS. Afterall, 8 years 3 mths is a long time. I have grown with WSSS for these years.

Less than a month

2009-08-22T01:27:00.001+08:00

Time really flies. I am less than a month from the end of my course at NIE! Getting myself ready mentally for my posting on 18 Sep. I really have no idea, or hint, where I will be posted. This is not a nice feeling..
But I am kept busy with all the writing for projects, so no time to think too much.
Will leave everything to God!

Impression of Russia

2009-07-12T12:35:00.002+08:00

Russian certainly take pride in their heritage, historical sites and their generals and warriors. Peter the Great, the first Tsar of the Romanva dynasty is definitely a visionary leader. How he made St Petersburg from a swampy delta of Neva River into what is today is really amazing. No wonder visionary leadership is something ppl look for.

Many here are Russian Orthodox - but it more because culturally rather than because they choose to believe in Christ as their Savior. I am just not sure what do they understand about salvation. I was blessed to witness baby baptism in a church. I pray that the Church here will be revived to seek God's face faithfully. I read His word joyfully and live His will passionately.

Overall, the city is beautiful, artistic and culturally very rich. But if you do not know Russian, it is really not easy to move about.

Ok.. shall say more when there is time.

Siloso Beach Resort.

2009-06-21T00:45:00.004+08:00

Went to the resort this Tuesday. Had a good time.. enjoyed underwater world as a family. First time for Eliora to step into a beach. Ha ha. She turned into stone cos she din like the sandy feel. We had a good time at the pool too and met my church ppl there too!

Siloso Beach Resort.

2009-06-21T00:45:00.003+08:00

Fun day at Danga City Mall

2009-06-06T01:00:00.003+08:00

We finally decide to be spontaneous. We took a cab to Tanjong Pagar train station, paid $5 per pax train ticket to Danga City Mall to have a simple shopping experience.

The mall is so quiet. There were more staff than shoppers. We had a easy time to buy some donut and tea (I tried their Veitnam coffee) for tea break, took our time to shop. Dinner was easy, we were the only family at this Japanese resturant and total bill was RM31!

For my children, it is a first train (I meant chu chu train, not MRT). Eliora was initially worried. I must say, service has not improved much. We were waiting for our turn in line and it was approaching 2 pm. The staff was taking their time. Approach a staff and he told me to join the line even though it was like 10 mins from 2 pm! Thankfully, a group of Filipino cut queque cos they were late too. We asked them to buy for us. We barely sat down when the train took off.

When it was time to return, the train was 45 mins late!

Still, I am thankful for a slow pace day with family. Thank God!

Moving

2009-05-19T10:40:00.002+08:00

Finally, after a search last year, and much prayer and seeking, I am moving out of BP. Found a unit nearer to son's school. With much reluctant - sentimental with my current place, BP and also much poorer... Still, I believe it is God's timing.

In memory of Peter Soh

2009-04-22T14:33:00.002+08:00

I have decided to write about the late Mr Peter Soh, who is truly talented and somehow being overlooked and misunderstood. Perhaps, many just only know that he works in the science lab.
Do you know he has two books under his name? He has written quite a few poems? He rode a vespa when he was younger? He composed his own song? I have not gotten permission from his wife to put some of his poem up here. Will do that once I have the permission.

I thought I just want to talk abit about his last months of journey and how he has so much peace and he could joke, just like his usual self, even when he was in hosptial and at home under hospice care.

He had liver cancer, at a late stage when discoverd in March this year. He went to see the doctor in hospital in Jan, complaining about some discomfort. Unfortunately, the cancer was not detected. By the time it was found, it was at late stage. By the time they put him on a try with chemo, it spreaded to the kidney. It was too late. Peter, I was told by his wife, asked the doctor how much time he had. The doc gave about 3 to 6 months.

Peter went on to prepare himself, deciding on the number of dys for his wake, the type of service. He requested that the last service will be charismatic so that it is joyous and nto sober. Why? Because he was going Home to the Lord. It is a joyous occassion. He also started to edit and arrange his collection of poems too. It was rushed to print, delivered on the day when his body return home.

How do you feel about it? I sense a deeply religious person who trusted God all this while. He had the peace that the world could not understand.

Jesus said, "Peace I leave with you; My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Do not let your heart be troubled, not let it be fearful." John 14:27

Such is Peter, a blessed man, who experienced and showed God's love, joy and peace.

Good Friday at Barker Road

2009-04-11T01:18:00.003+08:00

Decided to visit Barker Road Methodist Church instead going to homechurch. PArtly because 8 am for service is kinda impossible, partly I wanted to hear Rev Malcolm Tan, my former pastor. If not for him, my wife would not be so ready to come over to Faith MC.

It is refreshing to hear from him again. He is always able to balance good Bible exposition, tradition from history and application. He started with the hymn, Rock of Ages, Cleft for me, a hymn I used to our honey album and also my son's name (Zuriel = The Lord is my Rock and Foundation). The key references were God showing His glory to Moses and Moses had to hide between a cleft, Moses striking the rock for water to gush out for the angry Israelites.

The message reminded me that God, the Rock, not only protect but provide salvation from the double curse of sin - guilt and bondage. And it was through the flowing of water and blood from his Son's side.

Thanks be to God!

Progress Report

2009-04-07T08:46:00.002+08:00

A little update of my course. I am in my third week. Has been very rewarding intellectually. Had difficult modules like Complexity, Futuring and Edge of Chaos! We talk about various issues, including challenging covention assumptions. The discussion has been rich. My tutorial group comprise 7 of us, 2 males and 5 females. Tutor is a male. We are going Germany for our overseas study! The school I am to do my innovation project is St Patrick. The school is fantastic! Good culture, strong pride for the pupils and for the school. Parents - some of them hardcore loyalists! Principal is very kind and supportive.

Got to know my tutorial group better. Enjoying those lkind of interaction.

Dear Lord, pls continue to guide me to explore more issues and prepare me for the next appointment. I pray I will make good friends there too. May I be your instrument of grace and blessing too. Amen.

Extremely touched

2009-03-22T01:44:00.002+08:00

I am extremelytouched by the love from staff, students (present and past) and parents support group in the midst of moving on from WSSS. The staff kukup trip is memorable and emotional. Said my thank you speech and also heard from others. Hugged, and took photo with the people. I can't believe, that I am leaving WSSS on my 9th years. From being a pioneer to being one of the few left and now, the number of pioneers is smaller. Appreciate the friendship and relationship made all these years. I hope it is not full stop but just a comma - rather, I am sure it will be so.

The PSG threw a farewell dinner for me and got a beautiful tie, pin and cuff. The card is especially touching -the efforts put in.

Will post some pic once I download into the comp. Wanted to give some gifts to some friends but somehow din have the time. Shall do it on Tuesday - schedule showed it is a half day.

Lord, thank you that I am blessed and I could be a blessing. Amen.

Farewell dinner by fellow VPs in my cluster

2009-03-18T09:25:00.002+08:00

Did not expect that the VPs in the cluster are fun to be with. Here is my farewell dinner thrown by them. We got to make our own thosai and bare our foot, and soul, and eat and chat.

It is announced: I am one week away from leaving West Spring

2009-03-13T00:56:00.003+08:00

Nine years.. and I am leaving West Spring, the school that I helped to set up. With so much of the systems and structures that I have a part to play.

I had to be an Art teacher in the first year (2001), plus Pastoral Care Coordinator, Band Teacher. It was a challenging time and God was and is my help. There were just less than 20 teachers and we did what we needed, to teach well.

I am glad I had the blessing to touch many lives and form friendship and relationship that will last and treasured in my hearts. It was at West Spring that I have learnt much and grew much too. I am gonna miss West Spring...

Lent reflection: measurement of life

2009-02-27T07:40:00.002+08:00

Was on a team at HQ recently and we talk so much about assessment and measurement.
Then today's lent reflection talks about measuring life with love.
It is interesting. We measure many things. The waist length - either to buy a pair of pants or to check our success in sliming. We measure the frequency of bus arriving the bus stop. We measure an essay to give grade. Yet, we hardly measure our live.
Jesus said He came to give us life - to the fullest. How then we measure that 'fullness'? Perhaps, love. We rec and give. Joy? How we bring joy to others and recieving joy from God and others. The lives we touch.
I think it is a good idea to spend the end of each day to just measure, how is the 'fullest' of live today.
Dear God, teach me to pause, just to measure my life with your ruler. Amen.

Counting down

2009-02-21T15:57:00.002+08:00

Work has been busy and hectic. the past two weeks, I have been busy with an attachment at HQ. It was a task that require new lens. I learnt much though and to some extend, fun. Learning is fun after all. Only issue that I was to be more critical, which is something I am not very good in. I am counting down, with mix feeling of excitement and yet find with some sadness. Well, 4 more weeks...

I miss my grand dad

2009-01-29T00:41:00.002+08:00

For the first time, celebrated CNY without my grandfather. I miss him, though no more that fear of him suddenly scolding or throwing temper like last year. Sigh... Miss him. Found this photo, him and grandma when they were young.

Genesis 1; Matthew 1; Ezra 1; Acts 1

2009-01-04T02:03:00.002+08:00

Genesis 1 is structured in an interesting manner. It was structured by describing the acts of God and then it was evening, a day has past. The acts of God come before the day. Many a time, we count days because we are looking forward to some events - birthday, exams, release of result, an appointment, holiday. The Bible here counted the day to mark God's acts.

How we define our days should be by considering the acts of God and how we are instrument of His act instead of us counting our days to wait for certain events. Each day opens to the chance of God acting through and in us.

reading through the Bible using 'For the Love of God'

2009-01-04T02:01:00.002+08:00

I intend to read the whole Bible this year, with God's help and God willing. Using DA Carson's 'FOr the Love of God' to be my reading guide. It has 4 passages a day and I am getting excited reading it. I am going to share some reflection here.

Carol by Candlelight

2008-12-25T00:51:00.005+08:00

Had a blessed time worshipping God thru carol by candlelight.

Karis performed in the pageant as an angel. Went down to church at 3.30 pm for them to rehearse. This is her first public performance. Zuriel wasn't keen to perform, citing that he was shy and that he could not remember the lyrics and melody. Anyway, did not want to force him too much.

It was meant to be outdoor but it rained. Around 5 pm, it stopped and we thought we could have it outdoor. Son and me actually helped to dry the chairs. Sadly, it rained again. Be neverthess, rain or shine, we are not going to let that affect our worship to God.

Here are some photos:

Unwed Mother

2008-12-15T11:31:00.002+08:00

Christmas is coming, a little thot on Christmas.
Strait Times published an article yesterday about unwed teenage mothers and their plight. One fact that is easily forgotten, Mary, mother of Jesus, was also an unwed teenage mother. Don't get me wrong, I am not saying that it is admirable or to imitate unwed teenage mother. I am trying to point out that Mary knew that she would have to face the jeering and look by the people in her village because of her situation. Yet, she said, "I am the Lord's servant, may it be to me as what you have said."
It was obedience to the end. As Christmas approaches, it is not about the glitters on the Christmas trees or shopping malls. It is about returning to God in obedience.

Back to Batam and back

2008-12-10T01:09:00.001+08:00

Went for a short family get away to Batam Harris resort with my family. A short but pleasant time. Enjoyed those moments.

Catching up with old 'young friends'

2008-11-26T14:48:00.002+08:00

It was nice to catch up with old friends. Great to know that they are doing well and having dreams.

Fun at Flyer!

2008-11-19T17:00:00.004+08:00

It was a Parents' Support Group outing but my son had TKD class, a week before his grading. So can't join the picnic. But manage to join them for the Singapore Flyer ride. It was a wise choice to go there at 6.30 pm. Beautiful night view. My children enjoyed a lot. My youngest one, Eliora, after the ride (flight as the ppl at Flyer like to call it), she pointed and said, 'Sit again'.

first ever staff overseas planning retreat

2008-11-17T15:18:00.003+08:00

Have been a hectic 2 weeks leading to the retreat. I was only in school for half a day last week and yet to prepare the programme. Well, thank God it is completed! I actually had fever, before and through the retreat. When I reached home on Friday, my temperature was 38 degree! Thanks be to God that all went well. A little glitches but ok... overall.

Henderson Pri School

2008-11-05T06:45:00.003+08:00

Was at Henderson Sec for 2 days of workshop. Next to it is the premise of my primary school - Henderson. It was under rennovation. Revisited the corner where I would read my Hardy Boys (outside the staff room) and the corner where the aunty who bought breakfast for me. My school was really small, esp compare to today's primary school, but it gave me fond memories. I recall one day, when we reached school, everyone was buzzing. A tombstone was unearthed in the school compound! Incidentally, I was the pioneer batch of P3 and so only the pioneers would know about the tombstone. Will post some pic in due time.

PM visits Senja

2008-10-13T08:35:00.004+08:00

PM Lee came and my school's band performed very well. A proud moment for us all.

My family went down. My son wasvery curious to meet the PM. So, here is the shot.

They also took a pic with Mr Lim Swee Say, Minister in PM Office. He was very friendly.

A different Birthday

2008-10-08T23:57:00.002+08:00

This is one birthday that I can't remember. I was exceptionally busy and realy, have not much time to reflect as I would wish to have.

I had to attend to a birefing, so that was no way I could take leave in the morning. But I took leave in the afternoon to accompany my dad to be admitted for an operation to remove a cancerous growth.

I ended buying a cake for my daughter and for myself!

But I am thankful. I have a father to care for, a daughter and family to celebrate my birthday with. And there were friends who dropped SMSes to wish me. One of them, from my former student, was especially meaningful and I pray that it is and will be true: Imagine how many lives will be different if not for you. Happy Birthday.

I wish my life is one that impacts many lives - that they know there is a God who cares.

Batam on a working day

2008-10-07T00:51:00.002+08:00

Went to Batam today, with some colleagues. Before you starting guessing.. I went there for a working trip. We were there to recce to see if the hotels have the facilities for our staff retreat.

Anyway, I am glad to be in Singapore.

Eliora vomited today, everyone at home is down with flu and cough.

My dad is going to be admitted to hospital tomorrow for an operation to remove a cancer growth. Touched by the concerns expressed by Church staff and friends.

Zuriel's Birthday

2008-09-29T17:18:00.002+08:00

Hi is 7 years old! He was once a small 2.6 kg baby. Now, he is about 22 kg! I am having difficulty carrying him.

Thank God for him, adn the fun that comes along.

Stephen Tong Gospel Rally

2008-09-14T00:26:00.003+08:00

Went to Stephen TOng Gospel Rally last Thursday. He is now 65 years old or so. Still strong and energetic. Invited 3 friends to the Rally. They agreed readily. Thank God. His seed is sown. The day of harvesting will come.

The message centered on 'Who is Jesus?". Interesting was that he pointed out that Jesus, by human standard, was a failure. Died at 33 years old. Did not start a church, was abandoned by his disciples, betrayed by one of His disciples. Yet, he drew extreme emotion - extreme hatred or extreme love. He shared about how Jesus is holy and great teacher but He is more than that. He is Saviour!

Funny bunch of people, I meant my friends. Had quite a good laugh on our way back.

I pray that they will open their hearts and commit their lives to God soon.

Adopt a Block - giving out Mooncake

2008-09-08T09:32:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a great day. Thank God for the fine weather. We, the PCM group, prayed for a good weather so that we could give out Mooncake to residents in blk 97 and 111 in Commonwealth. He gave us a sunny and yet windy day to give out mooncake. My family and group enjoyed the session thoroughly. My son and daughter helped to give the rsidents mooncake and enjoyed 'hi and bye' to people.

We did a litte survey to help strikes conversation. We covered level 3 and 4, a total of 20 household.

Lord, pls bless the families and people in the two blocks. May their hearts be warm by your love. Most of all, they will be open to know You and to know You finally. Then they shall have love and peace. Amen.

Jeremiah 1:1-5 Bigger Plan

2008-08-21T14:15:00.002+08:00

I tried to read the same passage but with another perspective. This time, from the bigger picture. Probably, a Chinese will read it this way. A Chinese will read more about how may I fulfill the bigger plan? And if Jeremiah were to hear God's massage this way, it would be 'wow, I am involved in God's plan of not just of my own people, the Jews, but to nations.

He might wonder how this would be possible. I would. Somehow, God did not elaborate. He only did it when Jeremiah asked more. Otherwise, He expected that we recieve it by faith. And it is by faith the Jeremiah became a prophet to nations.

While we tend to start thinking about ourselves, God is reminding us to see where we are in His kingdom plan.

Jeremiah 1: 1-5 Destiny

2008-08-20T11:18:00.003+08:00

My group is starting on the study of Jeremiah. I am starting to read it and hope to record some of my reflection.

Jeremiah was told that way before he was formed in his mother womb, God has chosen him to be a prophet to the nations. Not a nation but nations. God was not speaking to Jeremiah about a plan for his personal life, but His salvation plan for the world. Profound! His love for all started long ago.

He was sanctified, selected for a purpose. God's do not work by chance but by plan. I spent some time to consider and ask God, what of His purpose am I sanctified to serve? Generally, I am called to reach out and make disciples. It was in the Great Commission. But how do I live that out as a VP? Who are the ppl I am reaching out to? Staff, parents and students? How do I do that and yet do my best in my leadership role? If God were to speak to me like Jeremiah, what would He say?

I know I will need to step forward, by faith, in obedience, and let Him leads me to live out the destiny.

The journey of faith is so exciting!

John Sung

2008-08-11T00:30:00.002+08:00

Have been reading the original version (Chinese) lost and recovered journal of John Sung. Very inspired by his life, thoughts and obedience to God. How he took sin and salvation seriously. I realise how short-coming I am.
His journal depicted a very different picture from I saw on TV during the Olymapic in Beijing 2008. While we witness the firework, expertise ans coordination etc, we all must not forget the many who are struggling with having a home (Szechuan earthquake survivors) and most of all, how to deal with their sin.

Lord, forgive me. Amen

Children with Taipei 101

2008-07-30T05:01:00.002+08:00

Took this before we board the fastest lift in the world. We reach the top of taipei 101 within a minute or shorter.

Chinese article

2008-07-30T04:54:00.002+08:00

Yay. My virgin chinese article is out on church magazine. I took me a long time to complete it. My hanyu pinyin was always weak, so typing it out was really slow.

Taught at FMC 201 - a course by church on Maturity in Christ. It was certainly refreshing - preparing it and teaching it. I enjoyed the session. THank God for leading me. Wasn't easy to teach because I need to follow the material given closely.

I am thinking how to promote reading culture amongst the students. Any suggestion? Tag it!

Went to Bolywood veggy under Cluster's leadership development committee. It was refreshing and interesting. Saw a snake with a dead tree frog in its mouth. Regret not bringing my camera.. so sad... I am still regretting.. Sigh. Anyway, I spotted it. :-) I think I really sharp when it comes to spotting stuff in nature.

Finally, can breath

2008-07-17T01:28:00.002+08:00

Had been very busy with writing reports and preparing slides for a visitor. Of cos, some impt person. I am so glad it is done. There was one day I slept at 4 am, then woke up at 5.10 am for hanern to go school. How did I survive? Prayer and Brand's Chicken Essence. I am not kidding.

Not too bad a stamina for an old man like me.

Anyway, so good to see many former students as colleague. Yet to take a group pic. Got to get into doing that.

Just write more.

Eliora in hospital

2008-06-19T06:52:00.002+08:00

On Monday night, Eliora vomitted suddenly while we were watching tv programme. She continued to vomit when we tried to give her water (with some sugar) to prevent dehydration. The more we gave, the more she vomitted. I decided that she needed to see a doc. Called my bro to help drive us down to NUH A&E. We reached there about 11 plus pm. They gave her a jab to stop vomiting so that she could be hydrated. After 2 hours, the medication did not have any effect. She still vomitted even though I gave a a mere 2 ml of liquid. The doc suggested that she be admitted and put on drip to prevent dehydration.

Waited quite a while. Finally in the ward about 3 am. Then another long wait before the MO came to examine and confirm the need to drip her. Then another wait for the houseman to do the insertion. Had to be chased out when they did it. She was a brave girl. Cried a little and then was quiet. She did not cry when I went back in to carry and hug her. Later, when they open up the bandage, I realised that they were only successful then they tried on the second time. Heartache!

Thank God that she later could drink and eat and retain them. Stay there another night to observe that she is finally well. When she was well, the bed was too small a playground. Had to carry her, and push the drip around for a few stroll as she was really really bored.

Anyway, she is back home. YAY! Well and active.

Thank God for his mercy. Amen.

Back

2008-06-15T00:53:00.003+08:00

Family pic at the famous Queen Head in YeLiu.

Back from Taiwan. Enjoyed the time away from work and Singapore and be with family.

I must say I am dead tired. Waking up in 5 am to bath and get ready and breakfast at 6 plus so tat we can move out by 8 am is no joke. Esp when I have to get 3 kids ready. Many things to thank God for.

1. Good weather. The forecast was storm in Taipei. Instead it was drizzle on the second day and storm only on the day we were leaving, actually on the van that was sending us to airport. The weather was shiny and bright!

2. Good health. Aparts from motion sickness b'cos of the winding mountainous road. Hanern threw out in the middle of his sleep on the last night. Thank God he din after that.

3. Safety!

4. Enjoyable time, though there were hiccups like a lousy guide and some not so pleasant meals. Otherwise, we enjoyed it!

Back and ready to go

2008-06-04T00:25:00.002+08:00

I am back from China. Interesting trip to see culture that is near to my root and yet very different.

One funny episode was the dinner hosted by the Superintendent of the Education bureau of that district. He, his deputy and principals will take turn to come and toast. One at a time. Can you imagine, at least 10 persons will come and toast to you. You had to stop eating and stand up to accept the toast. Then we have to follow suit too, to move around and toast.

Good thing was my Principal and the other Principal insisted in not drinking liqour. I made it easier for me to drink watermelon juice instead of wine. :-)

Wuxi is the place when one of my favourite composer was born. He was the place he composed his famous "Moon reflected on the Second Spring". There is a Second Spring in Wuxi. The composer is a blind taoist by name of HuaYenJun, nick-named Ah Bin. Took a pic of the giant score.

Anyway, I am looking forward to my family' trip to Taiwan. Do pray for good weather and health and God's protection and provision.

we are reminded..

2008-05-25T01:24:00.002+08:00

The cyclone at Myanmer and Earthquake as Sichuan China - bring much heartache. The loss of lives, the leaving behind of heart-broken individuals and families. When I saw the school bags without their owners, my heart goes to the families, the parents... so much pain, disappointment, dashed hopes and dreams, and sorrow.

I am reminded, how temporal life can be. It is so important to treasure what are important. We human are so capable of being distracted from the essential. We get worry about colour of curtain, which brand of bags etc, but we forgot to settle essential like relationship with loved ones, quality time with them and most of all, relationship with our Maker.

Moses said, So teach us to number our days, that we may apply our hearts unto wisdom (Psalm 90:12). Indeed, I am reminded, to number my days and focus on the essential - relationship with my Maker, family and friends. Amen.

My virgin facial and face mask

2008-05-12T18:10:00.003+08:00

I had my first facial and face mask. Our students were having their graduation from their elective module. They needed someone to demo. It was quite a nice, relaxinf experience. The face mask was icy cold but relaxing. Here is me, Eunice and face mask.

Chek Jawa on 26 April

2008-05-10T01:24:00.003+08:00

Joined the Env Club to Check Jawa. Heard about it so much and finally I been there. Zuriel and Karis enjoyed themselves very much. Evening, we went to my grandma birthday dinner.

Eliora's early Birthday Celebration

2008-05-02T00:35:00.005+08:00

We have a simple Birthday Celebration for Eliora today. It is actually 8 May but it will be a working day. So we thot we can have it earlier since today is public holiday. Went to Zoo and then a birthday cake. Here's some pic.

Today's preaching

2008-04-21T00:08:00.002+08:00

Today's message was meaningful. Talked about faith vs fear. How fear prevents us from having faith in God.

I like this saying:

"The greatness of a person is in the measure of his surrender" William Booth, founder of Salvation Army.

I think this saying is so cool, so counter-culture. We tend to measure a person by what the person possess. Degree, wealth, woman etc. But it is how much a person surrender to God that is great. Someone who gives.

God, help me to be someone who surrender all to You. Amen

SYF Band

2008-04-13T06:27:00.004+08:00

12 April - the day for our school band, after all the practices, man-hours, be it shine or rain, they were there in the field. It was magnificance. Our band did well, we are proud of them. The cheer was great. West Spring rocked the National Stadium (Shall write on another day about National Stadium). I think the band members were very disappointed to retain a silver. I think they have achieved. Maintaining a silver is no simple feat, for three time. I wish for the band, they will get a gold one day, to reward their hard work. They really worked very very hard. Their spirit was high. So was the rest of the population and the parents too!! They were there to support and cheer all the ways. I am proud to be part of the community.

I watched the rest, including those which got Gold with Honours. I have to admit that they are a league above, be it the concept, the uniformity, the one-ness. They could just much and change so fast.

family photo

2008-04-10T02:21:00.003+08:00

This is taken while at Zoo... near CNY. Now then I have time to post.

Taken at home

In memory of my Grandfather

2008-04-07T18:10:00.002+08:00

My grandfather was a capable man. He raised 12 children single-handedly. 6 boys and 6 girls. Some gone to uni, one even gone to UK to study and has a PhD. All made him proud by making a honest living. Like him, a honest man. He was a fish monger along Singapore River and managed to supply fish to a few restaurants then. He retired in his 50s when the government wanted to clean up Singapore River.

He did not really retired. He changed his role from one who was making money to one who manages the household, from marketing to cooking, to watching over his grandchildren.

What can i learn from him? Honesty, tenacity, pride.

taking a deep breath

2008-03-31T17:08:00.001+08:00

Many things happened. My grandfather passed away, at a ripe old age of 89. My son has chicken pox at the same time! I am exhausted.

Too busy

2008-03-17T02:07:00.003+08:00

Oh man.. been so busy that I din have time to blog. To redeem, I gonna post a family photo.

O level result and The New Paper

2008-01-28T00:05:00.000+08:00

O level was out last Thursday. As usual, the night before is a stressful time.

The result was not as goos as previous year but definitely better than the year before. We are still puzzled why, with all the processes, resources and systems, we still did not manage to maintain the superb result of last year.

Still, I am thankful, we did not repeat the year where result turned south. I am also thankful that science result was good. My Sec. 5NA result was the only subject, after that of Chinese lang, that was good and improved. I am glad that I had left a good parting result for both N level and O level result. Credit goes to God and the students for their hard work. At least I know their future has been helped by science grade.

Anyway, New Paper interviewed 2 Sec. 5NA students. I was mentioned by New paper BUT, they called me Mr Koh Tse Horng!! My second chance to have my name mentioned and they got it wrongly. :S

Anyway, I taught and work hard for my students' futures and not my own glory. :-)

I now pray that God will help them to know what choices to make. Amen

Zuriel's virgin spelling at FMPS

2008-01-15T23:43:00.000+08:00

Zuriel had his first spelling at FMPS. He did us proud, he got all the 10 words correct. Thanks be to God!

On toe and Sleep

2008-01-13T23:53:00.000+08:00

Almost lose my toe/toes today. I was bucketing Hanern from outside a cab and the driver thought I had gotten in the cab (I wanted to sit in front), and move the cab, while I was bending forward to help hanern.
Then I could feel my shoe caught under the wheel. I could not pull my leg back and the cab was moving forward slowly. Of cos, we stopped him to move on. He had to move forward slightly for me to pull my leg away. I suspect my toe was just mm away from the wheel. Thank God.

I didn't lose my toe but I sure lost some sleep. Since the start of the year and the new role, I had lost much sleep. Plus I have to wake up at 5 am to help get Han Ern ready for school. I am .... very very tired and stressed.

God is my help. He sustains me. Amen!

School days for Hanern

2008-01-06T00:49:00.000+08:00

He is enjoying himself, though he still apprehensive in the morning. He still wants to me to go to school with him. But I am thankful that he is enjoying himself. He likes the food there, 2 days of sushi and one day of fried rice, at 50 cents!

We are now praying the bus company will make some changes. We noticed that the bus is really crowded and some of them had to stand. And Zuriel has to wait for school bus at 5.50 am and reach home at 2.25 pm! We are praying that God will make the boss of the company to transfer the Ghim Moh students to another bus. That'll cut down another 15 mins, at least.

Lord, we pray that Hanern bus will not be crowded and that the traveling time will cut short, such that he doesn't has wait for the bus so early and reach home so late. Amen.

New New New

2008-01-04T00:02:00.000+08:00

2 Jan is a new new experience for me.
Sat with my son on his first day on his new school bus to his new primary school! My son is in pri 1! Poor boy, he had to wait for bus at 5.50 am. Of course, we woke up even earlier than him. It was nice to sit with him on the bus and him leaning on me to catch some rest.
He sat in the row of class 1B. Waiting for the school day to start. Cute that he knew how to take up his story book to read.

It is also the first day I actually moved into my office. It is not ready but I am in the room. More convenient and easier to work with.

Thanks be to God for helping us.

more photo from Genting

2007-12-19T01:34:00.001+08:00

Can see the KLCC?

Photos from Genting

2007-12-19T01:11:00.001+08:00

woohoo. Praise the Lord

2007-12-19T01:04:00.000+08:00

Thanks be to God.
My science result for N level is better than national average, for grade 1-2 and for grade 1-5. Thank God that I have a good 'closing' of my last group of students, at least for this period of time. Glad that I had helped some students to promote to Sec. 5. Sad though that 16 of them will not be back next year. And that I will not be able to teach those promoted next year.

Still... I am glad for those who made it.

And pray for those who didn't to be wise in their decision for next step.

Genting - Ubin - T3

2007-12-17T00:51:00.001+08:00

The past week has been fun, exhausting and refreshing.

Went to Genting, then back and then, off to Changi Village and took a bumboat to Ubin. My children loved it.

Genting was ok, I prefer the outdoor and scenary than the indoor theme park. Zuriel didn't like the noice and crowd. Karis and Eliora were more brave. They tried the merry go round. Zuriel liked the ferry wheel though, very much. But they love the hotel room the most. They were playing and playing. It was hard to get them settle down. Eliora turned up to be the last to sleep amongst them, 12 midnite. They had fun with their grandma and grandpa too.

Genting must improve their bus terminal. The day we left, it was raining and cold. We had to brave through a slippery narrow stair and the rain to the bus. Thank God we reached home safely.

Zuriel vomitted though, in the resturant. He ate too much for his buffet breakfast and Karis almost because of too much of ice-cream... so greedy.

Ubin was fun, but hot. I was like a lobster. T3 is grand and spacious. We try to post some photo soon.

I am thankful to God, for blessing us a good time, safety and enjoyable time... Amen

Spiritual Experience in the Office

2007-12-08T05:36:00.000+08:00

The entry title sound awk but it true.

Was busy packing this few days. Got to shift down to the 'pantry' besides Principal's office. I cleared more than 10 trash bags of stuff!! Amazing. Good for the system. And I still got some many things. I think I really find it difficult to throw stuff.

Office got a few contractors to propose for my office. I think I will like it. I already imaging that i am gonna keep a small fish tank. :P

While I was unloading the day before, there was this prompting to pause and pray. And pray, I did:

God, I pray that this office will be a place where people find your presence. May there be peace, love and joy in this place. May I be a channel of your grace and whoever step in to talk to me will find your presence and peace. Amen.

It was a spiritual moment. I feel that the calling to be VP must be from God and not from my own ambitious.

Posting

2007-11-29T05:45:00.000+08:00

Got to know posting on 12 Nov. I am being posted back to West Spring as second VP.
I thank God for the posting. Had been praying and asking God to post me to where He knows is best for me. So here I am, VP2 for West Spring.

I ask the Lord what then will my contribution be as VP? I think it is to touch the lives of teachers, staff, students and their parents. To help them to grow and know that life is more than food, money but about love, purpose, joy and peace.

Hanern's Graduation

2007-11-13T00:37:00.000+08:00

Hanern Graduation was on 3 Nov 2007, Sat, at CCK Pri. It fell on the same day as his P1 orientation. We rushed down from CCK Pri to Fairfield Pri. Met form teacher too.

Some of the pic

Quick updates

2007-11-10T04:45:00.000+08:00

Been busy doing year end review, writing speech for GOH for the SEA ceremony, not that I can put O level behind me. Many people have been asking me about my posting. I wish I could tell them. Honestly, I am a little panicky, as 17 Dec is approaching fast.
Then my son is having a very nasty gastric flu. He was giddy and vomiting. And then diarrhoea and fever. Tiring cleaning up the mess, besides checking his temperature and rushing to see the doc.
Lord, please heal Zuriel Amen.

Paper 5 and 3

2007-10-25T02:09:00.000+08:00

So fast, paper 5 and 3 for Science are over. I did enjoy spending time helping and coaching those who came. I felt I was doing what a teacher should. Thank God there wasn't much admin meeting etc, so that I could devote my time for those who would benefit from those coaching session.

I gave some of them the a personalised card, hoping to encourage them.

I pray all of them will do well so that they will be able to go polytechnics or JC.

Buy books and uniform

2007-10-18T01:42:00.000+08:00

Rushed down to Fairfield Methodist Primary today to purchse books and uniform. Can't believe my boy is finally going to primary school!

He was excited about it. Brought him to have a look at the school too.

And we also prayed with him there, asking for Form teachers, teachers and friends who will love him. He is going to be in class 1B and house is Eveland.

He prayed too, asking that his classmates will not use the phrase "don't friend you". Seem like that is a key stress for him, and probably for many primary schoolers. Stress is so real, even for him, he has his worries. Sigh....

Lord, help my boy to be strong in the face of challenges and stress. Amen

Message for me on my birthday

2007-10-10T15:44:00.000+08:00

Wow.. I am 40 years old. Kinda hard to accept. Wish to slow it down. It is never fun. It was fun when you reach 21. The rights and freedom. But at 40, it means slowing down, thinning of hair, forehead getting higher and then the every increasing waistline!!

Sunday message was a timely reminder to me. Afterall, Moses wisely reminded all of us 'So teach us to number our days, that we may apply hearts unto wisdom' Psalm 90:12. My days are limited. My workings years are probably anoth 20 to 27 years? My children are growing older and one day, they will leave the nest.

Sunday's message by pastor was 'Follow Me'. The Call issued by Christ. A high calling that is the Most Important Live changing call. It takes careful consideration and complete commitment. As I sat there listening, I kept asking God, what do I need to give up in order to response to the Call? What do I need to take up when I heed the call?

The pastor talked responding the call to full time ministry. The video of someone in his 40s shared how he found heard God's calling to ministry stirred my heart.

Mosese switched career at the turn of each 40 years. At 40, he left prince-hood to be shepherd and at 80, he stopped leading sheeps and started leading people, rather a nation.

Me? It no longer a secret, I will resume my Vice-Principalship on 17 Dec this year. I like to see myself a shepherd too. No longer just leading students but teachers too. To where? To where they are called to - their potential. I am not sure how the Lord will lead me next. Which school will I be? I know just like me past postings, it will be where He has prepared. It will be where He wants me to be a blessing. I pray I will not fail His calling and plan.

Getting National Day Commendation Award was something I did not expect. God affirmed me. I need to depend on Him to serve His calling.

I am thankful for His leading.

Lord, I submit myself to your Lordship. Amen.

Birthday - reminiscing moments

2007-10-10T15:31:00.000+08:00

Celebrated my son's b'dae, then celebrate my own and daughter's together since we share the same day.

It is always nice to celebrate children's birthday. You start recalling about that day when they arrived. The joy and excitement of waiting for them, not that few hours, but the 30 plus weeks of waiting and wondering how they look like. Even as I am writing this blog, I could not help but smile. The excitement of waiting and then seeing the hairs and then the head!! Then the crying, the waving of hands and legs, in the labour ward and in the nursery. The peaceful look when they were sleeping after the cleaning and under the warmth of nursery and mother's arms. The first carry!! Those were moments of miracle. I will not want to exchange those moments with any amount of money.

Joy feels my heart as I reminisce those moments.

Lord, thank you. :-) Amen.

son's birthday

2007-10-04T01:23:00.000+08:00

Was Hanern birthday. Celebrated twice. Once at his grandparents' place and once at home on the actual day.

He loves being celebrated. I think everyone loves that too,.

My prayer for him

Lord. he will be stepping into Fairfield Pri. I pray that you will grant him favour with teachers and friends. The school will continue to help him to enjoy learning and convince him that school will be fun. I pray that he will be able to adust to the demands of primary school.

I also pray that he will grow spiritually. He will love You more. I am thankful that he is quite a prayer warrior. May your Spirit fans his love to pray and read the Bible.

Thank you, Lord, for him in my life. Amen.

silence = busy

2007-09-26T01:46:00.000+08:00

Had been very busy for the last few weeks. Setting papers for prelim, marking them, keying the results, analyse them. Then revision etc. It was busy time. Then there were counselling cases and managing the cases. It was a stressful time.

So, the silence here is because of my busyness with work etc.

Interestingly, the Psalmist said that we need to be still (silence) to know that God is God. In the midst of all the rushing, for me, it will be the preparing the graduating students for the national exams, all of us need to be silent and know that God is God.

Mr Peter Soh's Retirement

2007-08-22T04:32:00.000+08:00

I loss an important arm at work. My Senior Lab Tech is retiring. Actually, he has taken leave. We had a simple ceremony to show our appreciation. He has been a great help to me and I gonna miss him and his jokes too. A Christian brother indeed....

Disturbing Meetings

2007-08-09T07:30:00.000+08:00

Had to meet parents on two occasion recently. And I must say they were very very disturbing meetings.
One girl had not come to school for many days. She had only appeared to school for less than 10 days for this term. The mother has no way to get her to school. She would just wake up late even when the mother woke her up. She would not return home early even when her mother wanted her. She was beyond her parents' control. During the meeting with Principal, VP, myself and DM, she was passively defiant. Refused to apologise or plead for leniency. She only open her mouth to argue. I sympathise the parents. They had to beg her to open her mouth. They were the one begging for school not to suspend her. She was disrespectful. It is the first time I have seen my P so angry. It is so sad that these parents love her but she just took advantage of it. She has come to think that when they go with her means that they love her. If they try to restraint her or discipline her, they don't love her. Why had the parents allow her to control them! I can't help but feel angry and sad.

The second case is even more worrying. The girl has stayed away from home and only see the father every two weeks for pocket money. If I were the father, I would have get the police in. I don't understand why he is so afraid to act on it and get beyond parental control order. Why had he, in the first place, allowed her to control him. Allowing someone immature to control him!

Sigh.....

My wife and I have resolved to take care of our daughters so that they would not go wayward.

Lord, help us to raise them up to be women after your heart. Amen.

Faith and Blind faith

2007-07-25T13:57:00.000+08:00

yThe recent questioning of the authenticity of Buddha tooth in Singapore raise an interesting observation.

While the abbot the Buddha tooth temple maintained that it is faith that it is the Buddha tooth that is important, some of the donor felt that there should be some transparency. In this case, he probably decide to exercise his faith and therefore it is a sacred Buddha tooth. But I wonder if the faith has to to with faith in Buddhism or in the late Myanmer monk. He took the monk's word as sutra truth and placed his faith on it. To him, anyone who questions the authenticity of the tooth is questioning the faith (as in Buddhism). I personally do not agree with it. It was a matter of the late abbot or knowing the truth.

If he honours the tooth (man, animal or holy man), it is his own personal stand. The moment he started to tell the public and convinced 60,000 to donate $45 million and 270 kg of gold, it is on longer a personal faith. There got to be some accountability.

It is interesting that so many kind-hearted, devoted donors gave without asking about if it was real or words from some authority. Perhaps they placed their faith in the abbot. It remind me of NKF, where many sincerely believe that they were donating for the cause of patients. I think we need to learn to be more careful and ask good questions when giving for certain cause. Let's be accountable, otherwise we encourage others to give blindly and also encourage people to solicit funds without feeling the need to be accountable.

A unusual blog entry for me, but I just find it disturbing and need to air it.

Thank God - Pri 1 registration

2007-07-23T01:08:00.000+08:00

Thank God! Zuriel will be going to Fairfield Methodist Pri.

We were under Phase 2B (for church members). There were 57 vacancies. If more than 57 persons applied, there would be balloting. Thank God that 55 persons applied. 3 more and we would have balloting, and with the possibility of not getting a place.

We are indeed thankful. We were convinced that we want our children to experience Christian mission school and God has answered what He had placed in our hearts.

Glory to Him!

The seriousness of lack of dream

2007-07-17T05:36:00.000+08:00

Was talking to three Sec. 4 students today. Was very disturbed by their lack of dream. One wanted to be vet and when upon hearing the requirement, decide to be chef, at the instant moment. One replied depending on the N level.

Dream is suppose to motivate us and to shape our course of actions. I wanted to be a doctor when I was young, all the way till I was in NS and after my failing to enter medical school. That dream energised me to work hard on science and maths. Moved me to choose ACJC when I heard that quite a number of them reached Medical facutly. It was only when God moved my heart to be a teacher that I decided that teaching is my calling.

Even when I applied for teaching, I experienced two rejection. But if I want the dream badly, I would try and try again. I did. I went to do relief teaching and so that it will give MOE more reasons to accept me. Finally I did, on my third try. I thank God.

Dream, calling, goal - whatever you call it, it is important as it motivated me and told me what was the next step.

I wish more of my students will search hard for their dreams.

Thank God for the calling.

West Spring Super Star

2007-07-12T09:02:00.000+08:00

The alumni, the next generation, is organising Superstar. Novelty is no longer there and so response is not that great.
Still great to see the former students. Look forward to 31 Aug. Hope to see more former students coming back. Want to hug them!! So come back!!

Inter-connected

2007-06-29T02:37:00.000+08:00

I like this pic I took recently. In reality, we are all inter-connected. It is complex and yet simple. Mother Theresa told the audience during her Noble prize lecture - SMILE. In the complexity of human relationship, SMILE is the first step!

karis is school girl!

2007-06-28T02:15:00.000+08:00

Karis finally has her wish. She start her Nursery on Monday. My wife told me she was smiling from the moment she put on her PE attire (Monday is PE attire). She is energise by the idea of going to school. She and brother were talking non stop on the school bus.

When I fetch them from the school bus, they were laughing about how one of the teachers accidentally made a funny sound with the mic.

Day 2:
Son was trying to miss school

Son to Mom: I miss you and Yong Ern (baby sister)
Karis to Son: Don't be scared, I will be with you in school.

Haha.. she really likes school.

Day 3: She likes school!!

Birdpark

2007-06-21T14:50:00.000+08:00

Went to birdpark. First time for the children and first time for both father and mother after so many years.
It is more spacious and airy than Zoo. Children are very excited, even for Eliora. The bird show is fantastic!! Some pic to show.

Oh. When coming back, a dishonest taxi driver actually tried to cheap. Asked for $30 for trip back, citing that it will be hard to get a cab. Of course, we did not to support this kind of dishonest act.

Feeding the Lories.

Watching the Bird show. Eliora was pointing at the birds. She likes the 'chirp chirp'.

31 May - 10th Anniversary

2007-06-11T00:37:00.000+08:00

31 May was our 10th Anniversary. Somehow, it was hard to imagine that we have reached our 10th Anniversary. Nothing fanciful. I bought her a trilogy pendant (3 diamond) to signify a cord of three - She, me and God who used His love to bind us together. It was God who brought two us together and hold us together.

What did we do? NO candlelight dinner. Hard to arrangement with 3 kids and the youngest is only one! My parents babysit so that we could catch Spiderman III at Marina. That's all. We are happy. Kinda miss going for movie together. The last time was at least 6 years ago!!

Thank God for everything!

baby show

2007-05-29T05:28:00.000+08:00

Eliora went to a baby show (competition) organised by the CC. Not really to win but for the fun and the door gifts. :P

Image from St John Island

2007-05-27T00:59:00.001+08:00

Followed the Sec. 2 to St John Island on their first day.

Took this with my new Canon EOS400D. Trying out monochrome plus orange filter.

Father-Son Dialogue on Girl Friend

2007-05-18T11:25:00.000+08:00

We had an interesting bed side dialogue, before our before-sleep-prayer.

Background. Son - handsome; Father - also handsome (of course la, same gene). Jessica - pretty, according to son. No pic to confirm. Mrs Teo - son's Form teacher. R_____ - some naughty character.

S: Jessica wants to be my friend now.
F: Last time she didn't want to be your friend. Now she wants. Why?
S: Because I good boy now.
F: What did you do that you are a good boy.
S: I keep quiet, do my work fast and I don't do funny thing, like my friend R_____.
F: That is good. Jessica doesn't like you to do funny thing?
S: Ya. She thinks it is noisy.
F: Do you like to do funny thing like R______?
S: Very funny.
F: What did R_____ do?
S - perform some funny stunt.
F: When R_____ do the funny things, Mrs Teo like it?
S: No.
F: So it is good to be good boy. Why do you want Jessica to be your friend?
S: Because she is pretty.
F: How is she pretty. Who told you she is pretty?
S: I know... I know...

Time to pray...

Eliora is One

2007-05-12T06:19:00.000+08:00

8 May was the day Eliora turned one. Can't imagine one year ago, she was still so tiny. We went to the hospital in the morning and she arrived in the evening. She now can crawl, cruise, and her favourite, climb up the sofa, up the chair and then the table. Pick up paper to chew! Likes to imitate, like pretend answering a phone, blowing bubbles, says ma ma, yay yay, tay tay. She is very very cute. Cheeky and playful. But can push the limit when it is time for porriadge. haha.

We went aroung taking a look at possible primary schools for Zuriel. He declared he wants co-ed school and not boy's school. Had buffet lunch with my parents coming along. Karis favourite of the lunch was ice-cream. Zuriel favourite was Shushi. Many shushi.

We had a good ride, until when we decide to go to Salvation Army to have a look at their second hand shop. The rented car bang into the pole when parking. Cost? $450!!

Anyway, not allowing it to dampen our mood. We bought a cake for Eliora and Happy birthday to you..happy birthday to you... Happy Birthday to Eliora...

Thank God for the day!

Leader

2007-05-03T04:37:00.000+08:00

My son came home from school today proclaiming that he was the leader of the group today. He was so happy and proud of it. What did he do? Help his friend when they were colouring. Getting the colour pencils. Ha ha.

Post Earth Day

2007-04-26T04:07:00.000+08:00

Thank God that Earth Day wend on smoothly... very smoothly.

I din know that the ozone hole is smaller now. Thanks to the cooperation of all people in the world. Somehow, it gives a tinge of hope with regard to the current problem of climate change, except that carbon dioxide emission is harder to tackle. UNless we use hydrogen gas as fuel, then no carbon dioxide will be emitted.

I also learnt that by eating less beef, we help the environment. Why? 1 kg of beef means much more grass, means clearing forest to have more grass for cow!

Anyway, hav been very very tired. Have not recovered from the fatigue and stress. And there are other stresses, which on hingsight, due to my bad decision-making. I could have decide to do less. Sigh.

Well.. I know God will see me through. That's for sure.... :-)

Earth Day

2007-04-22T03:28:00.000+08:00

Thank God, it is over. I am glad that people benefitted from the programme - at least some.

Most importantly, there needs to be a genuine care for Earth - God's creation.

As Christian, I am called to serve God's creation and I am glad I am did something meaningful, though there were parts that were not so, personally.

Got interviewed by reporter of Chinese Newspaper but never showed. haha

Earth Day this Friday-busy!!

2007-04-17T08:35:00.000+08:00

Very busy now, preparing for this Friday Earth Day. Mayor Teo and MP Mr Liang coming.. so cannot play play but must pray pray.

Pls pray for me and event.

Thanks.

Baptism, Good Friday and Easter

2007-04-09T10:46:00.000+08:00

Eliora was baptised on 1 April, Palm Sunday. I am not kidding. She was baptised on that day. It was very meaningful as we commit ourselves before God and the church that we will faithfully bring her up in the manner pleasing to God, leading her into a relationship with God, and to obey God.

We also prayed for healing for her left eye so that her teary eye will be well (caused by tear duct that is blocked). It is better but waiting for a complete healing.

On Easter night (last night), I used a children track to share the Gospel to Zuriel and Karis. They prayed and invited Jesus into their lives, as their Saviour and Lord. It was a simlple but perhaps the most significant decision in their lives. They are so young, so I will need to spend time to help them discover the meaning and priviledg of that decision. I am so happy!!

That's all for now.

At istana - on third day of CNY

2007-03-25T03:28:00.000+08:00

Funny faces at a serious place. :P

Eliroa smiling happily. She loves to go out.

More photos

2007-03-22T23:07:00.000+08:00

Sisters together Hanern outside his school, on 28 Sep 2006.

Eliora after bath

Super Children!!

2007-03-22T02:38:00.000+08:00

Like father like children. :P