Monday, March 14, 2005
don't mistake anonymous with insignificance
"don't mistake anonymous with insignificance". That's the statement that stucked in me when Pastor Shih Min preached today. The title was SHAPED for serving GOD. The emphasis was more on attitude. He said attitude determines maturity. It is not about gifts and ability but about attitude. Our attitude should be like that of Christ (Phil 2:1-11). The message helped me I to a certain extend in handling my current feeling of disappointment.
The O level analysis is out and science result in comparison to other schools showed that it is not tat good. I had struggled 'self-survival worries' and tat disturb me more than the actual results. The message re-aligned me to God's calling to serve Him thru serving others. I do not need to measure myself with the result but with my attitude. And my 'self-survival worries' tell me that I am not there yet. I need to work on that , that when I serve, I serve out of gratefulness and not for self-significance. I gonna just trust Him and fix my eyes on the Cross. :-)
Today, dotta is having slight cold. So I went to church with my son, just 2 of us. It is alse kind of like personal time with him. I enjoyed it. We took cab, talked, sat together durign service. A good biy he is, let me listen thru the sermon. There was ministry fair today, so instead of going there, we went to Jolly Creek to do my artand craft. Then lunch at Tanglin Halt Ten Storey. Bought the sand castle set for him. He was very happy and had no heart to finish his fried rice lunch. He was eager to go home and play the sand castle set. haha. Bought a freash coconut to drink. It was his first try. Ha ha. I enjoyed it very much.
Afternoon till evening was my wife turn to go out. Stay with them and we went out to get dinner. Watch Finding Nemo with them too... my many many times. Haha.. they never sian with it.
Thank God for today..... have you thanked Him too?
tse horng blogged at 3:45 AM